I’m unable to define it

When something has made me look on my phone all the time

I’m unable to describe it

When I do my work but my mind has flew away

I’m unable to explain it

When so many bad thought come to me alternated

I’m unable to illustrate it

When I have to be a liar just to have your care

I’m unable to translate it

When tears falls rapidly on my pray unlike usual

I’m unable to say it

When I know that it’s all because I miss you so much

And it's really hurt but you don't have to know it
I'm sorry..